my head hurts. it doesn't feel good.
i'm going mad.
the noise of people at work mocking at me. that i'm useless, cannot take stress. their laughter.
i see them looking at me with disdain.
i am in pain. i want to die. want to slash the knife across my wrist. to poke myself i found needles and i poke myself. i cut myself and the blood cant stop.
i cant bear to return to work. just 3 more terrible hypocritical days.
the pain feels so good.
i want to cut more
i hate myself
im going down
i just want to die
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