Went for an interview at 4PM. lasted till 530PM, walked around town, had some coffee and bought some korean side dishes for the fried rice my mum made.
Now, i am as usual PISSED!
I simply cannot comprehend why just cant sleep!
it's 0235hrs. I woke up at 1000hrs, walked myself tire out and now I can't go to sleep!
I took drugs, herbs... valarian, stilnox 20mg, Dalmadorm 60mg, my dwilling stash of 500mg seroquel, xanax.. all to feed a baby, me! I often wondered why the doses are so minute. well, all except seroquel when they 1st started me on them and i couldn't work.
I drank alcohol with my meds!
it's not working, else I would be sleeping.
i am a drug addict.
im pathethic and i dunno who to tell.
they all want me to sleep naturally. at latest 12mn. I can't! My hubby hates me using internet at night because it stimulate my brain.. i agree but i need to get this off!! i have nothing else left to eat or drink in this house that is sleep inducing unless i literally steal another 10mg of stilnox from my mum. My hubby need to sleep today. Rested for early AM conference call.
I watched TV, re runs of America next top model loves rene but I know she lost.CSI is showing now, so tempting. i am all out of options. lie on the bed and pray, surf the net or read a book.. no concentration for the last one.
i am going high and mad from not sleeping. my Dr. is on conference and ordered damadorm, i doesn't work!
*cries*
2 comments:
The amount of drugs I have been taking the past few days I’ll join you on feeling like a drug addict! Mind you the pain I am in with toothache I’d take anything if it knocks me out!
I like CSI, but right now am going through a phrase of Silent Witness repeats, I am just loving it!
I know what you mean!
I'm now hooked on Bones and Criminal Minds!
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