Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I can't sleep!

i hate my f****ass self
i can't sleep
i'm irritated to the brink of going insane ( which is like strange cos I'm already am right?
i took all my pills with alcohol at see.. range of 12 am to last take 330 am.
i am wide awake!

wide dame asshole awake
i slapped myself, slam my head against the wall.
i want to jump.
its horrible
not to sleep
it may sound trivial to many but to me its horrible.
i might as well just hang in there till 6 and wake my husband up
see i want to kill  myself
my dr gave prescription for Dalmadorm 3o to collect tomorrow. it doesn't work at all.
its money spend to make all of us feel better..

i tot alcohol and drugs are not suppose to mix?
fool!

IT' 410 AAM!!!!!!!

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